not a Birthday post but still,happy belated birthday to ME :)

last spring with mama & ayah

jay park's 'take a deeper look'-bought this for my own birthday haha

birthday ice-cream cake from my kohaitachi (juniors)..doumo arigatou :)

Assalamualaikum.....

1stly as i mentioned above, happy belated birthday to me! im 24!!! when i was young i've been dreaming to get married to the one that i love when i reach 24 yrs old.okeh enough fairy tales :P seems like im going to marry my books,journals and reports for the time being heh

i have nothing to write since writing is soooo not for me hahah..saje tls dlm english kunun nk polish blk english ak yg dh tunggang langgang keke.

ohhh bout the 1st pic.my parents came to japan last month and we had a great 1week holidays together.wish we could spend time a lil bit longer but school really loves me haha.and last holiday might be the last spring in japan or maybe the last spring for me in fukuoka since its finally my final year in kyudai huhu :(

im planning to get a job here in japan but who knows.my rezeki might be better in my hometown as well so all i can do right now is work hard and pray so He can give whats best for me.looking for a job also isnt that easy :/ you have to write 'entry sheet',resume,take the exams and gor for the interviews.and honestly i had been thinking about giving up sooo many times.

Fortunatley,receiving endless support from my family and friends made me where i stand today and in the future.some people may think like this 'oh bdk pndi blaja obersea.sronoknye dpt tgk negara org.best gile bole beli brg mhl.pki iphone/htc bagai'.believe me the struggles were 10times than the enjoyment.and im unlucky enough that i have to take a longer road than my other batch-mates who are already graduated last march.Honestly,i've never thought of playing around.sape nk dok blaja stress lame2 wei?? and it took years for me to accept it and stand back on my feet.

i used to worry bout many things like 'malunye dgn kwn2 sbb extend' 'cane nk crk duit bile extend ni' 'pesal ak bodo sgt satu mende x phm' 'how bout my future?will i get recruited?etc.seriously,all these crap haunted me all night.depressed smpi trun berat tahu?? :P.

well that was me.now im still get stress whenever my work keeps piling up(biase la tu kn?? hehe) but now all i know is im gonna graduate and achieve my dreams or at least get a job for myself hehe.i know im talking nonsense but i want to say that im really grateful to Allah for giving me these 24yrs of life experiencing soooo many ups and downs.Finally we'll realize that how far we go we're going back to Him after all.everything i lost,everything i got.everything happened with Allah's will.Alhamdulillah.

Finally i wanna thank my family for always being there for me.not to forget my besties from high school and aaj(byk sgt name but im sure you know who you are hehe).Thanks for everything.

I LOVE YOU <3

p/s lets pray together :

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan kami,ampunilah segala dosa kesalahan kami dan dosa-dosa kesalahan ibu bapa kami serta kasihanilah ibu bapa kami sebagaimana mereka berdua mengasihani kami semasa kami kecil.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan kami,ampunilah sekalian muslimin dan muslimat,mukminin dan mukminat, yang masih hidup dan yang telah mati.

Aamiiin.

a lil update after 5mths??

Assalamualaikum....

okeyh klu tgk last post bertarikh 2 nov 2010.mmg dh 5bln ak xupdate.bkn nye xnk main belog dh.tp ats sebab2 masa, exam duit dan stress menjadikan ak malas nk menaip belog.

salah satu sbbnye bile iMac kesayangan ak diserang stroke last2 mati jgk haha.so dikala sebulan/2bln ketiadaan komputer kt umah,ak 'melatih' diri ak dgn secara x langsungnye utk tidak sentiasa bergantung kpd internet sbg penghilang kebosanan.mcm biasa ape lg ak bole buat ialah tengok tv dan mengadap buku2 utk exam sampai muntah.alhamdulillah dgn izin Allah ak berjaya jugak meng-cukupkan kredit yang spatutnye utk masuk lab taun ni heh.ohhh..jgn xtau,skang ni ak tgh menaip post pki komputer lab haha! hari ni xde ape nk buat so ak dgn selambenye main komp ni mcm komp sendri.

tidak lupe jgk la masalah2 nk sambung scholar.melayan kerenah org yg ade kuasa ni sgt la memenatkan.seksa jiwa raga.huh.ak xnk ckp byk2 nnt kang xpsal2 kene saman.

skang ni dah masuk pertengahan musim bunga di jepun.bagi tempat ak Fukuoka yang terletak dalam pulau bhgn selatan Jepun iaitu kepulaun Kyushu,bunga Sakura dah pon kembang 2/3 mgu lpas.skang ni pokok sakura pon dh tggal daun je hehe.thp kesejukan pon dh xde rase ape dh.kire bole le stakat pki sweater nipis bile kluar(utk org yg dh dok 4taun kt sni kot).kohai2 yg br smpi masih lg menggigil2 haha!

mungkin ade juga yg tertanya2(bajet ramai la bace) selamat ke dok jpon ni sejak peristiwa super earthquake yg melanda kaw Tohoku pd 11 Mac 2011 ari tu dan juga Fukushima's nuclear plant accident.Alhamdulillah ak slamat dan sihat.aftershocks pon x penah smpi ke cni lg heh.cuma psl leaked radiation tu ak pon x reti nk jwb.klu xterkena Alhamdulillah.klu dh terkena ak redha je lah.hidup mati ak di tgn Allah.klu ak blk msia pon tp dh smpi ajl mane2 pon ak bole mati kn hehe.

'Knape x nak blk Malaysia je?' ni dh dikire FAQ gk la haha..bukan nye ak xnk blk.tp keja ak kt cni byk lg.bkn nye suka2 ati bole blk.bkn nye ak dok rilek2 je.bole dikatekan tiap ari mmg risau je memikirkan keadaan jpon yg agk kucar kacir skang ni.harga myk naik,cuaca yg x menentu,aftershocks magnitude above 5 yg x sudah2.dkat pulau kyushu ni byk je nuclear plant.tgu mase nsb x baik bole je bocor tbe2 huhu.TETAPI...tu lah ak mls nk ckp byk2 kali.ak rase tugas ak sbg sorg pelajar/anak/adik/kakak/rakyat msia/individu yg mengejar cita2 blom slesai kt cni.hehe.

Ape ak tgh buat skang? Skang dah masuk lab.'Thermal Lab?' lbih krg la namenye.Sume mende yang bkl ak kaji/research nnt dibwh tajuk/tema Thermodynamics dan Heat Transfer.Knape amik tajuk ni? sbb ak rase ak sgt suka dgn subjek thermo dan ak sng phm drpd bab2 dynamics yang bole pecah kpala.Antara menda2 yang related dgn kenkyuu(lab) ak heat pump,aircond,hydrogen,hybrid related machine,dan mende yg plg femes skang iaitu nuclear reactor.tp jgn riso kami xmain pon dgn bhn2 nuklear yg sbenar hehe.

Okeh la nnt ak update lg..maybe nk crite n ltak gmbr sket2 psl holiday dgn mama n ayh yg dtg fukuoka ari tu,dan sedikit2 crite menarik yg bkn berkaitan dgn blaja n thermo keke..

Sekian.....

Ahad,jam 4:46 pagi,musim panas

his sexy back is really something haha!

skang jam komp tunjuk pkol 4lbih, ak masih blom tdo...br je lpas solat subuh..saje..dh lame x update blog hehe.knape ak xtdo? td buat kire2 lab report~ ak buat silap lg..isk2..knape la msti cmni~ ade je yg x kene~ so ak skang xsng ati nk tdo slagi ak xbtolkn ape yg ak buat td...nsb baek hr ahd..duhhhh...but still~ keje jd lg mendoukusai(menyusahkn) bile prog excel dlm komp ak tbe2 ilang cmtu je lpas komp ak rosak kjap taun lpas

ak xde mende nk crite pon~ bile mlm dh tensi2 nih mule la ak mengarut2~ sakit blakang sbb x tdo, ngdap ketas lame sgt, posisi blaja pon mcm2..klu mcm ni ak rase ak akn jd lg cpat menua isk2..jerawat dlm mase satu mlm je bole kuar..urghhh..ak benci btol la bile stressed ni~ nmpak gaye ak cm xde chance nk dpt kulit licin berseri kekekekek~ pg skolah stressed, blk umah pon stressed~................

aaaahhhhhhhhhh...i still got looooooong way to go~penat tp bile sume keje dh siap rase puas hati~mcm tu la jgk dgn sijil degree ak nnt~ dgn jujur nye ak rase ak masih blom berusaha spnoh ati yg boleh buat ak puas ati bile ak sotsugyou nnt~so maybe ade hikmah ak kene dok lg lame kt cni banding org lain hehe~

alamak...dh lame sgt menulis ni..just wandering around at dbsk's forum(after a very long time i havent heard anything bout dbsk) then i found the pic above~ kakkoi kn?????????bak kate izzat nurlaila laki pki shirt mmg sgt kakkoi hihihihik~ plus he's wearing white n black(i personally think men look attractive in white and black hehe)~ only the back figure, enough to make me smile by myself haha! okeh the things i always look in a man(of course,good personality is a must) is his back figure,arms and fingers~i hope nobody would misunderstand,im NOT a pervert and everyone should be clear that the way women and men see their partners are totally different~ ok enough! saje nk mengarut sbb cik izzatnurlaila asek post psl ariel je dkt blog die haha!

forgive me for all the broken languages~ jom smbung kire2...sigh~